Mona's Boobs Diary

About two years since I started to wear boobs, I have really grown accustomed to having them. Believe me, if you see yourself with boobs all the day, you quickly forget that you don't actually have some and the padded look gets the normal look. The picture above shows my normal padding at that time. Nice firm and round boobies matching the slim body I had back then. Nobody knew it was just bra and pads inside. Just to give you a comparison, this is how my chest actually looked at that time: I don't have many naked photos of myself, as you can imagine, I didn't actually enjoy seeing myself like that. But I think this one should be enough to show the real size of my almost nonexistent boobs. Around that time, I was also invited to a family gathering. Of course, I was looking forward to seeing my extended family, which I don't meet often as they are wildly distributed over the states. The downside of the family gatherings is all the bragging and comparing. Everybody wants

After the first year of college - which I now also look back on as my first year with boobs, the summer came. What do you do in summer when it gets hot? Right, go to the swimming pool. That's where my friends from college wanted to take me to. Actually, this is something that I have always avoided - I always felt rather uncomfortable because my flat chest would be completely on display without any chance to hide. And now it would be even more difficult because all my friends from college only knew me with boobs, so I can't go to the pool without boobs. Sounds easy. But I didn't own any swim dress. I went to the store and tried a one-piece bathing suit. It sat so firm that it squeezed my chest completely flat, I looked like a boy with a fat ass wearing a girl's bathing suit. The only solution would be to wear my bra with the pads underneath the bathing suit, but what would that look like? Right, ridiculous. So, I went on to try a two piece. Actually, not only one, multip

A nice shape, except the lack of boobs. I was as always wearing a bra underneath anything, even though you wouldn't normally do that with such a dress. I was pretty slim when I was around 20 and before, as you can see. Therefore, I wasn't that worried that I didn't have that much of boobs when I was like 16 or 17. I always told myself that until I'd be 18, I would have boobs like all my friends and my sisters (even my younger sisters) too. Even though, I didn't yet worry so much, I still always were bras to give the slight illusion of at least having some boobs. While I would look completely flat underneath my clothes if I hadn't worn a bra. My booty started to become pretty round during these days, of course I liked that—nevertheless, it increased the problem of not having significant boobies.  I liked my booty very much back then, and I still do today ;) Girls who have no shape at all just have no shape at all. But having a very round booty while having no boo

  Hey friends, I'm Mona and this is my “reverse” boobs diary. Thank you for being here, and thank you for reading my blog. Why “reverse”?  Well, I am telling you the story that lies behind me, starting more than ten years back (~2010). The reverse diary will be completed, once it has reached the present (2022). Why “boobs”? My boobs have been a major topic for me since my teenage years. No, not medically, fortunately. I am not sick or something, I am perfectly healthy. But my breasts gave me a hard time regarding my self-esteem, regarding my looks. It took me a long time to get over that, until today, I finally have (almost). To conclude this chapter for myself, I am writing this reverse diary. Maybe it can also help some of you, in case you might go through a similar situation. Who is Mona? Of course, my name is not actually Mona. I want to stay anonymous as this is a pretty personal topic and I don't want people in my daily life to know too much about my struggle. So please d